Who am I

I'm not really sure why I'm writing this but I have a lot on my mind and want to try and get some out of my mind.

I wear a lot of different "hats" in my life. Sometimes I'm the guy everyone can turn to and sometimes I'm a stoner and sometimes I'm the stereotypical fat guy who just eats all day and sometimes I'm the struggling writer and sometimes I'm douche bag and sometimes I'm a perv and sometimes I'm the shy guy who wishes he could ask out the girl of his dreams and sometimes I don't know who I am...

All I know is that at this very moment I'm laying in bed with my hand down my pants trying to not let the fact that my life SUCKS get to me to much.

Though as I finish this post I realize that maybe it already has...

I wish I had some weed.

I have a problem

I'm stoned again. I've been eating nothing but crap since my diet "restarted" a few days ago. Fortunately I'm out of weed. So maybe tomorrow I can get back on track, since I won't be able to get anymore pot until February.

Here's hoping for a brighter tomorrow because today is filled with a lot of darkness.

I'm sorry

It's been a long time since I posted, and if there's anyone out there reading this I'm sorry that I've been neglecting both this blog and my diet.

For the past month all I've been doing is smoking a lot of pot and eating a lot of crap (damn munchies).

Tomorrow is December 1st and it's time to get my shit together. So here's to a new new beginning, and here's hoping to this being the last beginning.

Break Time

I'm going on vacation tomorrow so I'm gonna take a break from the diet. I'm not going to go crazy but if I sit around counting points I won't have as good a time.

Going Well

It's been a couple of days since I start weight watchers and it's been pretty good so far. The biggest problem I'm having is that I'm eating constantly. While I don't mind the eating it just doesn't make sense that eating like this will help me lose weight. I know it will it's just gonna take some getting used to.

I weigh in on Sunday so I'll see in a few days how things are going

Is this the end...

I've hit the point were I just don't feel like what I'm doing is working. So I'm changing plans. I'm now using weight watchers to help me. Since I know their plan has worked for others, it should be able to work for me as well.

Is this the end for me? HELL NO!! This is just a new beginning

Sick

I have a wicked cold and eating for some reason usually makes me feel better. This time it did not...