I recently read online that the key to losing weight was not only to have a reasonable goal, but was also to have someone you don't want to let down. I unfortunately don't really have a person in my life that I feel that way about so it creates a problem for me. However, the article that I read went onto say that using a online forum is suppose to fill that role. I'm not really into the whole forum seen so I decided to try it with a blog instead.

While I do want the focus of this blog to be weight loss it will also serve as my place for random thoughts and feelings I'm having as well.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Who am I

I'm not really sure why I'm writing this but I have a lot on my mind and want to try and get some out of my mind.

I wear a lot of different "hats" in my life. Sometimes I'm the guy everyone can turn to and sometimes I'm a stoner and sometimes I'm the stereotypical fat guy who just eats all day and sometimes I'm the struggling writer and sometimes I'm douche bag and sometimes I'm a perv and sometimes I'm the shy guy who wishes he could ask out the girl of his dreams and sometimes I don't know who I am...

All I know is that at this very moment I'm laying in bed with my hand down my pants trying to not let the fact that my life SUCKS get to me to much.

Though as I finish this post I realize that maybe it already has...

I wish I had some weed.



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Friday, December 3, 2010

I have a problem

I'm stoned again. I've been eating nothing but crap since my diet "restarted" a few days ago. Fortunately I'm out of weed. So maybe tomorrow I can get back on track, since I won't be able to get anymore pot until February.

Here's hoping for a brighter tomorrow because today is filled with a lot of darkness.


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